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Thursday, September 24, 2009

sOmE oNe wRoTe iT !!!

The following story is written by some one other than me (for a change ;-) )...I js happened to read this story sm 4-5 years back, the story i cud relate myself to...Had nthn else to write...so sharing ths wonderful story with u all....



He was a much older man and married. But this did'nt stand in the way of his love 4 me. I was by far the most important person in his life. or so i loved to think. He always had time 4 me. I was his special gal , his gem. Not once in all the years i knew him did he ever say he was too busy 4 me. He was always there and 4 years he was the most important person in my life. Even now i can see him sitting on his favorite stool on the verandah of his house. He sat there waitin 4 me to come to him and i always went, knowin he would be there, waitin. Knowin that all other things and ppl would fade as i sat on th floor besides him, ready to drink in his words, his stories, and his dreams____which were mostly his dreams of wat he wished 4 me. Now as i look back i don know wen i first became aware of him but i certainly know how th relationship started____ he told me abt. it several times. It was one of those love _at _first _sight stuff, though i doubt that i really noticed him that first time. But later i did notice him: I had to as events outside our control threw us together in such a way that there was no way i could have ignored him. not that wanted to. He loomed large in my life and everythin and every1 else , faded in the background. I may not recall how it really started , but i do remember the many hours we spent together on many a moonlit night. th stories he told and th things he said during those nights have been my rock these past years. but recently too i have begun to notice just how much im actin like him.

The other day i was fryin chicken to use 4 stew. Durin the preparation bits and pieces of th meat kept endin up in my mouth. later , after i had finished cookin and cleaned up , i wondered wy i was feelin full' even though i have not eaten all day'. a voice____it must have been th chicken___whispered in my ears,"yeah right, u have not eaten all day!" I burst out laughin as i recalled wat he used to do. Wen he had somethin to share___meat , 4 instance __ he would cut of a bit and put in his mouth before givin to whoever it was meant 4. He did that with each portion he gave out. later he would say , "Can u believe wat i jus did, i shared it all without anythin 4 myself!" his wife and i would look at each other and hide a smile. Oh yes his wife and i were on good terms , but thats another story. The memories of this man do not jus center around food, not that it would be totally out of place. mealtimes were our best tmes and it was not jus th food. my entire life___with its twists and turns, its joys and frustrations, warts and all___daily reminds me of him. Im th woman im coz he loved me, and moulded me in his own image. He spent most of th time we knew each other introductin me to th world he said would 1 day be mine. and today im wat im coz 1 man loved me, believed in me, and gave me a dream to pursue. with his words he opend up a new world 4 me___1 that was beyond my imagination. Education featured on his long list of dreams for me. It was somethin that was important to him. Once i asked wy th moon always seemed to be goin somewhere. " It does not really go anywhere, it only appears so." i sighed ." I wish it travels coz then i can travel with it wherever it is goin." " Listen to me , u dont need th moon to travel to th ends of th earth . If u want to go to th ends of th earth , u will go. Infact if u want to go to th moon itself, u will,get there. Jus study hard in school." "Really u mean i can go to th moon?"" Yes u can. ppl who r not intelligent as u r have gone to th moon." wow! Now that was somethin to dream about. I owe my life to this one man who truly and deeply loved me. in a way , he gave life to me and sustained it. He also gave me words that i have lived by these past years. This gr8 man went on to glory before i cud adequately thank him; before his dreams 4 me wud come to actualisation. But i hope that as he looks at me today from heaven , he is pleased with wat he sees. I have not yet gone to th moon ( and i doubt that its still my dream). I have not gone to ,"All th schools that there r to go" and become an expert , but im workin on it. my life is still a work_in _progress, and by god's grace , this man's dreams and prayers 4 my life will come true .

Thank u Dad !

Friday, September 11, 2009

tHe jOuRnEy aCtUalLy sTaRtS!!!

The day is 4th of September and its 8:45 AM and guess what!! I am sitting in British Airways Air bus. Ya even I can’t believe it has happened. The pilot just announced a delay coz of some problem. OH! The plane is speeding up …I’ll be back…

MAN!! This fucking big thing has taken off. Some take-off it was. Soon I’ll be some 10000 meters above the sea level. Bobby bhai and papa came to see me off for my first international flight. Dad gave me a tight hug as he did few times before. I was lil emotional but didn’t show anythn and never crossed the barrier. U’ll cum to know abt the kinda barrier im talking about later. After some usual formalities I checked in my luggage and went and sat at the waiting area. Looking at ppl , sm Indians , sm Spanish, sm british and some I cud nt make out. Weird species Human Beings are!!! I noticed them and wondered how tough it is for sm of them to leave their home places, their loved ones and go away. The situation was no different for me. There is very thin line between being strong and facing evrything and being weak and js letting the emotions control you. I found out that the only way to stay calm, happy and normal is to stop thinking about ur loved ones and forget them for the time being coz if u dont do that u have a very low chance to survive away. I realize that ppl who fall into prey of emotions will never be able to stay away from their loved ones and will never be able to make it and ppl who are practical enuf for that particular time, that particular moment; will be the ones that ll be able to stay happily and successfully.. I feel that ppl in the first category njy a soft corner most f the times from most f the ppl and the ones in the latter category are the ppl who end up hearing It- was-expected-from-you-to-forget-us types stuff. What I chose was to b in the second category. Coz I know if I had chosen the other way around I wud have been sitting at home doing nothing, hmmmm…. sleeping probably.

Such thoughts kept cuming to my mind at the airport and js before my flight I met two mates. We all checked in and finally boarded the plane.

More on the journey later….

It’s around 3-4 hours of flight and the touch screen TV in front of me tells me that we have crossed Afghanistan safely. Thank God Mr. Osama dint see us ;-). Now im kinda getting bored. The girl on my left has finally slept after movin here n there and the guy on my right has not woken up yet since the take off. The fucking channels are not working properly and I guess without troubling the co-passengers I shud switch off the light. Oh the girl looks cute while sleeping. Well every gal looks the same while sleepin ( cuz tats the only time they are silent ;-) ). Oh shes waking up. I hope she dint see what I am writin.

More to cum….

It has been 5-6 hours now and m flyin over Russia near Moscow. Well that reminds me f some P* Russian movie….Hmmm can’t recall the name…who does?? ;-) ;-)

Will be back….

Its around 2’0 clock (London time) in the afternoon. The flight landed here at Heathrow airport at around 1:15. The cold zephyrs of London greeted me as soon as came out of the plane. I felt the freshness of the air when it touched my face. It was a wonderful feeling. Well I have checked in for my next flight and sitting smwhere among the big crowds. The airport is so big that it seems as if I am on a different planet altogether. I have to spend some 4-5 hrs here. It feels a lil odd with all britishers around you. Especially since im all alone so im like lil nervous., but koi chakkar ni….lets njy London….;-)

It has been around 2 more hrs now and I am still wandering here n there. Apart from tryn some awesome perfumes ranging from Gucci to Dolce n Gabana, im like stunned looking at the Indian beauties working here at the airport. I know what u all will think. Why the hell I am looking at Indian chicks in London instead of sm white beauties. But believe me guys the Indian chicks over here are hot like HELL!! MAN! Would you believe the girl cleaning wth a fuckn wiper in frnt f me is as hot as the hottest gal u wud hv seen in ur college days. Well I don’t gv a flying fuck to what u all thnk. All I am thinkn rite now is to go n ask the gal as to why is she doing all ths ;-( I guess im exaggerating my emotions (yet again)coz I hv nthn else to do. I m gettn headache and My legs are paining too much to walk and roam around…

More to cum...

Finally in British Airways again…ready to fly to Chicago….

From past one and haf hr I am flyn over Atlantic ocean. The rest f the journey is gonna be the same. The Still three more hrs before I reach Chicago. After watching the movie my headache has gone into higher gears now. Need to catch sm sleep….

Will be bak….

WOW!! Im in Chicago. Was lil nervous in the flight regarding the immigration and custom thng but all done now and im ready to board American Airways to Cincinnati -- My Final Destination. The plane is quite small. Actually it is smaller (in breadth) than our roadways buses in India. In few more minutes ill reach Cincinnati.

Will write bak after reachin…

Finally after 25 odd hrs of travelling, beating the speed of the earth, Im in Cincinnati on the same day I started. I am at Utkarsh’s frnd’s place. Its 2:30 A.M local time. I am lying on the bed, feeling gr8 abt the fact that I hv reached US finally. The passion is at the peak. I just wanna thank God for everything and thank everyone who has helped me in one way or the other to make this happen. Lets see how I start my journey in United States Of America..mY nEw hOmE !!!!!